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Tuesday, March 11, 2008
"We clean the house, cook and clean your clothes so that you can do your studies and gain a good education, but you don't. And when you realise that you didn't do the right thing it will be too late to do anything about it"
I'm quoting what my mum said to my around 10 seconds ago.
She drops the guilt bomb.
And this time it worked.
My parents have been saying that to me for many years now, but it only sinks in then. And even now, when I'm meant to be studying I'm still here. Boy am I crap.
I'm used to my parents telling me off, so whenever they do, I just shrug it off/ignore them/turn up the music (whoa, I'm really crap).
I tend to be like that. I only realise what I've done is wrong long after I've actually done it, which can be really unhelpful at times. I really do try to be a better person but I just can't manage it for some reason. It could be just me or theres something I'm doing wrong ("Maybe because your not doing it at all," says the little voice inside my head). Either way I'm getting sick of it.
Too late to make a New Year Res (although I admit I never follow them), and I can't think of anything to do. Eh, guess you actually can't teach a dog new tricks, or teach it how to behave properly. Wait, there was a New Years Res I did follow which was to swear less, which is working. But that's because I have an incentive.
Incentive? That just could be it. Set myself a goal and reward myself each time I accomplish it. Heh, I'm a genius. A badly-behaved genius at that.
Hey look, I'm still here.
I think I should go do my maths homework now. And reward myself with ice-cream later.
